We were going to put a full stop - but during the session with the ‘imam’, we stop - or should say he stopped. I was crying too much that he asked the ‘imam’ to postpone the divorce session.
I was feeling disappointed with myself. Why can’t I pull through the last step? I have been a burden for everyone around me for the past week. Why can’t I just go through this and move on with life?
Then one of my friend said, this is you. You value relationship, that’s why you couldn’t do it. My emotion was too overwhelming. Or because he was not cruel enough? I need to overcome this.
This is now my new homework. Focus on yourself. Do not let others control you. Every human being has their own free will.
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