Last Week of the year 2009

I wonder.. how did my other peers pass through the last week of 2009. 2009 marked a significant year in my life. The most changes which happen in my life are in 2009.

1. I finally graduated - obtained a degree
2. I don't have to walk anymore - I got myself a car
3. I don't have to ask for money anymore - I've started working

But then again, some changes which are bad...

1. I started clubbing - Average of 3 times a month
2. I realise i'm really fickled minded - I changed job twice
3. I lost my identity - though i never had one

All these turning points that happen this year will leave a deep scar in my heart. Besides reflecting on this.. I looked back at my new year resolution i did earlier this year and I found out that I've not fulfilled any.. well except that i passed my violin...

This year, I will post my 2010 resolution and I'm gonna get it all done~! Wait for my RESOLUTION~!

1st Post since New Job

As all may have known, I've changed my job... yea.. fresh grad, had a job for 3 months, then change... And to a totally different field~~!!

Should i say i'm happy? i ain't really sure. But one thing for sure, I wish I had took the courage and go to Sweden when i had the chance. Regret, I guess is the only thing left...

My work

Been working for 3 months. so, an update on what i've accomplished during the 3 months, to see if I should continue working~~ no point working if you gain nothing besides money :)

Basically, I will have to design or innovate circuits to aid students, educators, hobbyist in their projects. So far, I have completed 3 projects. A training board for a local institute, a bluetooth development board and a voltage regulator. The first two projects were assigned to me while the last was completed because i'm sick of soldering power supply everytime i need it.

i ain't sure if i'm allowed to display the pics, but then, must show off my regulator :)

the prototype:



the manufactured board:



Basically, i havent solder the components up because no stock~~ can Yee Hwee or Hsien Yun help me get some from the scraps?? ^^

Raya trip to Hat Yai - Alone~~

From the title, it's kinda obvious that I went to Hat Yai, Thailand, alone last weekend. It has been a great experience to wander alone, but then again, it's such a pity that I do not have any camera~~!! Can't take any pic.. Can't share the views to everyone. But nvm, i'll be there again, soon. This time around, I'll get myself a camera, as suggested by Tek and Chye Hsiang, a compact one will do.. wait till richer then only get a DSLR. Nevertheless, to those who do not get tired reading things i write, there are few things i would like to share, in case you wanna go HatYai, alone :P

Hotel I stayed: Golden Crown. RM2 for tutu ride to get there from the bus stop.

Food: Be prepared, most of the food are hot and spicy, ala Tom Yam~

Places to Visit: I spent most of my time walking around town, which is quite small. The night life is kinda happening, somewhere between Bali and JB town. Get cheap stuff at the market (remember to bargain at least 50%). Temple on top of the mountain (just tell the tutu driver, he'll noe how to get you there).

Things to bring: Cash/Credit card, but i think Cash will be more practical coz no CC machine at market. Change your cash there, better rate (at least in September 2009) Sunblock.. lotsa sunblock. Sunglasses, Hat. It's freaking HOT~~!!

Others: If you are more adventurous, done with HatYai, I would suggest you take a long ride to Songkhla. Nice beach and nice view. Unpolluted and nice people.

Conclusion: I guess i'm in love with Hat Yai, and also the people there. Exactly what I felt when i went Bali... Encourage you guys and gals to make a trip there... I'm sure can ask Mei Shan for more details coz she frequent there :)

Overflowing Ineffable Emotions

Ain't sure what happen lately, but what i'm sure of is, I have an overwhelming feeling. This feeling engulf me, suffocates me. I feel enclosed, trapped, dominated, cramped... Like, I have no control over myself, my thinking, my actions, my words, my expression...

...I'm breaking apart...
...I'm no longer me...
...I'm LoSt...